I knew on September 1 2024, something would change, because with my Mba, we always had the month of August as a break from school.
Every September 1, school started again. Your mind had to mentally prepare for another year of work and school.
But this September, school is done.
And for the first time in my life, I felt true peace for a long period of time (It’s a cool feeling by the way).
And in my usual fashion, I said to universe, I am at peace, but I don’t want to be at peace, because then I would stop growing and learning.
In its usual style, universe granted me non-peace.
My niece said, “Sam, next time, be specific to the universe.”
I laughed, “Right.”
But then the peace came back again. It’s a really weird, but cool feeling. I can’t really explain it.
I am in a great place and space in my life. My parent’s and I sometimes wonder, how is the daughter with schizophrenia doing extremely amazing.
But we all know, life isn’t always perfect.
Things always change.
And I did non-specifically ask universe for non-peace, so I know the peacefulness won’t last forever.
However, I know how to get back to it, which I think is the point.
I want to keep growing and learning. I don’t want to be stagnant, ever.
Thus, I am asking universe to allow me to continue to grow and build and continue to become a better person, knowing that the peace will not always exist and that’s okay.
And maybe that is universe’s reminder or lesson, to be at peace with both peace and non-peace. We need them both in life. Maybe, the non-peace a little more than the peace.
Next time, I’ll be specific. But I will always, and I mean always, trust the universe and its plan for me.
